You must not understand how it feels when your want someone so badly, that your heart hurts just thinking about not being with them. And then you start to get that lump in your throat because your scared of that happening…
But when you want someone that bad and they just walk away, straight to someone else…
It feels like a building collapsing on your heart. Or like a black hole is destroying you from the inside out.
That pain never goes away. We just force ourselves to forget about it and hope for a better day.
So stop trying to pop in and fuck shit up again…
Even though I’m dying to see you…